Wonder why? I have a lot of reason but one is being too trusting of others. I guess what needs to be done is a reassessment of myself. Why would anyone leave themself open to being hurt? First of all, it ends right now. I'm not going to believe everything someone tells me anymore. No one has to tell me the truth. And one never knows the motives of another. I'm not even going to say I'm hurt. I'm as honest to others as I would expect another to be with me. I think I landed on the planet of lies. Thats true of the internet especially. Everyone wears a masquerade mask. Most people hide their true self from others. I'm rather sick and disgusted with all the scams and lies and 'the games people play'. What can I do as a human being? A social animal needs people as imperfect as we are. I just wish for one thing. I want someone to love me who will be honest with me. I want to trust some one in this life before I die. I want someone to trust me the same way, and expect the truth the best that it can be told by me to another from the perception I have that matches the other person. I'll get over it. I'll move on. Everyone does.
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